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(kiss me)

[02 Apr 2005|02:24pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

i havent updated this journal for a long ass time.

hows life for u crazy people?

im going to taste of chaos.

so yeeeeeeeeeees.


(10 kisses | kiss me)

[17 Oct 2004|12:34am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

wow. i havent updated on this lj in forever times a year plus 5.

hows it going everyone?

im okay. emo here and there. but mostly okay.


i wanna see if people still have this name on their friends list.

(6 kisses | kiss me)

[19 Aug 2004|09:44pm]
[ mood | awake ]

remember BITCHES N HOS 

add me to ur friends list:



thats right.



life is good.


i dig it.


(4 kisses | kiss me)

[14 Aug 2004|11:55am]
[ mood | cranky ]

school is good.
lots of cool people that ive missed.

no car.

bus ride is hottttt.

barely talking to ryan, and barely seeing him at all.
this makes me depressed.

im hungry.
and in a very pissy mood right now.

today is 11 months for me and ryan.
thats the only good thing about today so far.

(9 kisses | kiss me)

[09 Aug 2004|09:26am]
[ mood | excited ]

i have some news for u all....

i might be getting a 1967, i think thats the year or around that year, mustang.

thats a fuckin hott car.

hard top.
6 cylinder.
automatic (we think).
all white.
blue interrior.


if i get this car, im going to cry.

(2 kisses | kiss me)

[08 Aug 2004|12:13am]
[ mood | content ]

life rocks.
but sucks in a dramatic kinda bad way.


if u wanna know whats been going down in my life lately...
check out the new journal:


thats for all the losers who havent added me yet.



(9 kisses | kiss me)

.NEW JOURNAL NAME. [04 Aug 2004|12:01am]
[ mood | content ]

i have a new FRIENDS ONLY journal.

if you are my friend, or just want to get a deeper look inside my head, this journal is for you.

the name is:


add me or die.

and i need help...can someone help me put up a friends only/comment to be added picture so when non-friends of mine look at my journal, they see that picture...



(5 kisses | kiss me)

[03 Aug 2004|09:23pm]
[ mood | dorky ]

i didnt do anything today.

ryan was gonna hang out with me.
but he didnt.

oh well. shit happens.

i went to target and had a job interveiw.
i dont have a job for sure. cuz they have like 200 apps. right now. eep!
so im gonna keep applying at other places.
but the guy said i interview very well. and that i still have a chance.

got school supplies.
went to red robin. for dinner.

came home. hung out with the parents. and took a bath.

talking to ryan.

me and megan are hanging out this weekend.


im actually going to bed at a decent hour tonight.




(9 kisses | kiss me)

[02 Aug 2004|11:01pm]
[ mood | blank ]

today was uneventfull.

took ashley with me to bookstore days.
saw tons of people that we dont like. yet had fun.
laughed a lot.
took ashley home.

hung out at home.

went to sorranos for dinner for brads birthday.
it was actually not horrible.

played with milayah.

went home.

talked to my dad on the fone for about 30 minutes.
yes. the sperm donor as many of u would know him as.
weird things have been going on lately with him. ask me if ur really concerned or something...

talked to people online. like my new friend, craig, from handcrafted. cool kid. fo realz.
were going to make a movie. about a runner. who trips. and his weinner falls off. called "THE LONG RUN HOME"

it will be amazing.

talked to ashley.
talked to ryan.

ive decided to work out again.
ive gained weight. :(

oh me, and my little insecure self. :-/


(5 kisses | kiss me)

[02 Aug 2004|12:39am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

i hung out with ashley today!

we ate food.
and made food.

and we talked a lot.
and we played the guitar and sang together.

we are amazing.

we are starting a band...well...we actually have one already.
autumn rain.

check us out.
we rock ass.

i miss ryan.

and i need sleep.

book store days at school tomorrow.
im one step closer to being back where i wanna be...in school.

im such a loser.

(kiss me)

[31 Jul 2004|11:43pm]
[ mood | in love. <3 ]

i love spending all day with the love of my life.

he woke me up at like 9 this morning by calling. and i got up. and showered so he could come pick me up. and he never even left his house til like noon. blarg!
so he goes over to his aunt's house to fill up the pool, and talk to his friend, and he came and picked me up. we dropped back by his aunts house, then off to his house.
we hung out for a while. and we ate food.
we laid in his bed and talked.
then, we went to blockbuster. which sucked ass. no good movies. fucking retarded. serious.

then, we went back to his house. and we laid in his bed for a while more. we almost fell asleep. then his dad came in, and pointed at us, and did the "hand check:. haha.

then, we laid there. we hung out. we got up. and actually did stuff. his brother played Xbox, and i squirted him with the squirt bottle. ryan's dad came in and played ryan's guitar, or attempted to atleast. it was so funny. then, we played games on the computer. hm. i got ryan hooked on this one game. and he couldnt beat the last level of it. and he was PISSED. royally. haha. and he re-did the level over 30 times to beat that one level....poor kid.

then, we went to the gas station. he's so hysterical. he's just a dork. and i love it. i adore him. <3

then, we went back to his house, and people came over. his mom's friend leann, it was her birthday dinner. so we ate good food. mmm. and talked.
we watched good charlotte on tv. and i sang along to every song. and i knew every single word. ryan got mad at me. but it was so funny.
ryan now has a dance to "hold on". AHAHAHAHAH. its a very serious dance really....
haha. about masturbation!

he rocks my socks off that im not wearing.

then, we ate cake. and talked to everyone.
we left, and drove to take me home.
it was lovely. our talk on the way home was more of a serious talk of the future and such. it was nice.

we talked a while. and sat in front of my house. he hugged me and told me i wasnt going anywhere. and he told me he loved me. and kissed me goodbye.



hes not going anywhere....


(21 kisses | kiss me)

[30 Jul 2004|12:28pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

i got my effing licesne.

who shall i visit now?!?!?!?!?!?!

comment if u wanna be added to the list dearies!

i rocked ass.




happy 16th birthday love. hope its awesome. and ill be seeing you tonight.<3

(6 kisses | kiss me)

[29 Jul 2004|11:36pm]
[ mood | blank ]

today sucked hardcore.

then it got good.

i went shopping.

and i practiced driving.

license hopefully tomorrow.

wish me luck. cuz i fucking need it....


this is how ashley makes me feel better...

her ass makes everything in the world better...

(13 kisses | kiss me)

[28 Jul 2004|07:03pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

today kinda really sucked.

i was supposed to get my license.
i had my hopes up all day.
i sat around and waited for my mom to get home so she could take me. we drive down the street from my house, and realize that my mom has a flat tire, and was literally driving on the rim.

we went back home.
we aired it up for like 20-30 minutes.
we were gonna go to the DMV, but the tire wouldnt last durring the test, so we went to Goodyear Tires.
The guy that helped us was super nice. he had the mechanics just put on the spare for then, id go take teh test before the DMV closed, and come back, and theyd fix the tire.
so we drove to the DMV, and the stupid bitch was really snotty about it. it says in the book and on the web site that theyre open til 5:30. they dont offer anything but information after 4. and it was about 5 when we got there. and so i couldnt take the effing test. and the lady had an attitude about it. she said the times have been that way for over a year now. well then why dont you update ur fucking web site and the drivers ed books and put the hours in. thats BULL SHIT!

ah fuck.

so we went back to Goodyear. they fixed the tire. my mom and i ate at costco and got the guys there a big bag of candy for helping us the way they did. and we came home.

im in a really pissy mood now.

i guess the only thing i learned today was not to ever get my hopes up.

(5 kisses | kiss me)

[27 Jul 2004|11:27pm]
[ mood | geeky ]

today was fun.

i woke up at 9:30. got dressed. and i went out.
i went to the chandler mall with cedes.
we had a good time.
i whipped her in spencers with the same whip that i find at all the spencer stores, and whip everyone with. this guy got excited when i whipped her, and smiled at us, and had to go get his friend, and follow us around.
it was weird.

so we had a lovely time. ive missed her times infinity.


i came home. and talked to ryan.
he hated his first day of school.
poor baby.

megan is amazing though. the first person he sees that day...yelling "EMO KID!!!!!"
hahaha. i love her.

then, i hung out with my mommy. and we went to target. i bought the new TBS cd. amazing. and a new cd case. a much needed cd case.

then, we spent a long time trying to find blakes house. we finally got there. he sucks at giving directions. blah....
and i got blank cds and burned his cds. yay.

then, i talked to ryan.

and here i am.

hm. license tomorrow. or thursday.

thursday = lunch with my mom and cathy.

i think it should be a good week.


PS ashley, i really really really want my tbs cd back....


(11 kisses | kiss me)

[27 Jul 2004|04:39pm]
[ mood | devious ]

Would anyone want to bang you? by phobia
Favorite Food:
Wants to Bang you:
This many times:47
Quiz created with MemeGen!

im up for that....



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[26 Jul 2004|10:50pm]
[ mood | bored, sad, blah! ]

today was boring.
rather uneventful.
i didnt talk to ryan like, at all today.

i went driving to practice for wednesday. tahts the big day. hm. license time!

who wants me to visit them when i get it?!?!?!?!?

i finally talk to ryan. and his parents made him get off the fone.
he goes back to school tomorow.
thats dumb. school is for losers.

im just too cool for school.


and now i leave you with picturesCollapse )

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[26 Jul 2004|01:45pm]
[ mood | bored ]

I AM 70% EMO!
70% EMO
Well.. I've made the cut! Now I'll go buy some promise rings and knit myself a sweater.

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haha. those are actually cute...

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so i didnt do anything yesterday.
ryan didnt come over. :(
and he starts school tomorrow.
i dont know if i have a job or not.
and im kinda sleepy and bored outta mah mind.

i get my license wed.
yay for me.

(16 kisses | kiss me)

[25 Jul 2004|05:23pm]
[ mood | cranky, yet content ]

do it cuz u love me.Collapse )

(28 kisses | kiss me)

[25 Jul 2004|01:21pm]
<3 !pictures from my birthday! <3Collapse )

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